Life is crummy right now. Ever since we decided that we needed to change J's meds. (out of necessity, to protect his heart) Things have been completely off kilter.
We were doing GREAT, no behavior problems, easy going at home and school. And now? A child welfare case under investigation. Need I say more? I am on edge every moment, waiting, worrying, wondering what is going to come of all of this.
I just want to go back to what we had. Things are getting better, but they just aren't the same. J wishes that he could go back to the meds like they were before too. Each 2 weeks, we adjust things, and see how they go. Then back to to Dr. for more adjustment. And each week I pray that things go smoothly and get back to a resemblance of calm.
This has even cost me someone I thought of as a friend from a local group I am in. She won't even acknowledge me, or anything. I suggested that we talk about what happened, but to no avail.
OK, enough of that.
Knitting is keeping me sane, but I am getting to the point that I don't even want to knit. I'm in a slump, not good since I have 2 large lace projects going right now. I guess that I will go back to making some more squares, no thinking involved, or some other small projects (baby stuff?).
Other than that? life is just fine and dandy. :-)
What more can I say? Tomorrow is another day.
